To peak or not to peak

I love this question. I wish I had more time to write on it. I may sometime. I am putting in out here now cause I don't think it can wait. I would open the box because the apostle Paul in 1 Corinthians says that if Jesus didn't rise from the dead, christians would be the most pitied of all men on earth. I need truth. I crave truth. At this moment, I believe the evidence best points to Jesus being God. I speak that. I teach other people that. If that is wrong, I not only make myself to be a liar but God to be a liar also. I believe as one who claims to speak for God that it is my responsibility to know truth as much as I can.